waha~ selalu aku aaa~ last2 minute mesti jumpa sumthin interesting....just now, 5 mins to 12mid-might i went sufrin[and is still now~] searching layouts cMyV and yup...i did found some~unfortunately, i just don't know how to change my background!!!!hmmmm.....balik2 udh ku antar complaint arah org a2....nda jua ada usul2nya kn m'ambil tindakan~ katanya...tunggu aaaa~ b'kulatttt eehhhh...b'kulat2~....b'kulatttt2.....[trasa ia????trasa lahhh~trasalah~ akun2 tah sapa diri a2~akun2....~wahahaha]

[DK!!!!!jeles lerrrr~ i got his pict~ada yg large-size lagiiii~wahahaha!!!i'm lovin this pict esp. the words~"frens only"]



anyway.....that's not the main point here....my point is down below the passage[byk gaya jua aku nee ahhh...b'bunga2 hantap~]i found some Myv latest photos n yeah i did grabbed some of it...and lucky me when i accidentally masuk blog org...i found Myv latest single v-clip....liatlah~apa g~ n yeah....i did heard it half-way before dari cDk[tadi tue..masa menunggu Simpson abis classnya]..at that time i don't feel like 'i'm getting it'....seriously and immediately i asked Dk to stop it!!!i just don't want to spoil it and so i told Dk maybe its better for me to hear it at some other time for i really need such concentration when hearing his songs as most of u guys[Myv's fans]do know and realise that his songs' genre is changing now. i'm lovin him so badly that i never wish to said sumthin bad about him and thus i decided not to hear it now. Kalinya udh t'jumpa v-clips nya i changed my mind...it's like a fate u know and i think the time has come for me to face him[it was just 5hours away when i said i don't want to hear his new songs for the time being...wahaha...i guess its fate that destined me to hear his songs ari ane jua~ it must be on this day jua no matter what...so im hearing itlah just now with extra points such as v-clips,lyrics and translation lagiii~wahahah]

okaiii....how to say aaa???when seeing the v-clips....i feel dull...on top i dun get what he's trying to tell me....just so dull,no hope and no light at all[that's coz i can only see black and white!!! i can hardly recall there's any other colour in that v-clips]...but im still watching it till the very end of the song.The song sounds dull and very slow on the initialy but in the middle...it's started to flow way up above as if there's something that makes him want to stand up and go outside and scream!!!there's a lil gurl in that v-clips...and i still didn't get the idea~ and so when it's over, i read the translation...and yeah...i did catch a few glimpse of what Myv is trying to tell but not all and when reading the translation i finally understand the meaning in between and beneath his dull and serious expressing also not to forget of why he scream so badly on the very end of the v-clips....yup2 i get u babe~

Abt the song~ it's only been 2 times im hearing it and i guess im starting and is about to indulge the song but not all...only some part of it...and hopefully and eventually i can say out loud that i love that song~ that's 'coz the meaning in the songs do have something...something that reminds me a lot of something[apakan???] so vague...but it does has a deep meaning in it~ i just can't explain it~maybe next time...hahaha

nway...i didn't attach the song here...but if u guys wanna hear it...cari ja rh youtube kh...rh 4sharedkh....ada tajuknya dbwh tue...also its lyrics...if u feel like u wanna sing wf Myv...hehehe...~

Lyric- Hi No Hikari Sae Todokanai kono basho de

hi no hikari sae todokanai kono basho de sora miageta
hayaokuri kumo no nagare wo me wo tsuburazu ni otte mita
kowakatta n da me wo tojireba subete ga uso ni nari sou ne

chigireta kumo to kumo no sukima wo tsunagu you ni kaze ga sakenderu
fui ni fukitobasare sou ni naru kedo
sukoshi kurai BURE wa kamawanai

tada mae dake wo mitsumete
massugu ni tada yuragu koto naku tsukisusumu no sa
sou sureba itsuka wa ano kumo ni mo oitsukeru darou

owaranai kono nagai michinori no tsudzuku saki ni
tatoe moshi zetsubou shika nakatta toshite mo
sono mukou ni yume ya kibou ga
kireigoto demo ii kara aru to shinjitetai ne
michishirube wa nai kedo mou jibun de tsukureru kara
me tsumutta mama demo mimi o sumashite aruite ikeru sa

soshite kudaranai tsumaranai kachikan ya henken nante kaete yaru yo

imi no nai kachi no nai mudana yume nante nai tte koto misete miseru
sou kawarazu ni kaete iku no sa oretachi no mirai darou?
kono te de tsukandeku shika nai no sa

dore kurai kono saki arukeba ii n darou
dono kurai ima made aruite kita n darou
furikaette mo hirogaru kouya to hateshinaku tsudzuku michi ga aru dake
kodoku na michi no ue de ima omou
tatoe jinsei ga itami ya kurushimi de dekiteta toshite mo
sore wo nuguu tame kimi to deatta no nara sore mo waruku nai sa
dakara mou sukoshi dake de ii kara
kono te wo hanasanaide ite kurenai ka

hi no hikari sae todokanai kono basho de sora miageta

Translation

Not even sunlight reaches this place. Look up at the sky.
Without closing my eyes, I tried chasing the fast moving stream of clouds.
It was scary. When I close my eyes, everything seems to become a lie.
The broken clouds and the gaps between them. The wind screams so they can be connected.
I don't mind a bit of a blur, I'm simply looking in front of me.

Not wavering, just pushing straight on.
If I do that, one day I can catch the clouds.

At the beginning of this unending journey,
even if there's nothing but despair,
On the other side, even if our dreams and wishes are simple,
I want to believe it exists

There's no signpost, but I can already make it myself.
Even with my eyes closed, I can listen and go on.

So, change seriously useless, boring things like values and prejudice.
There's no meaning, no values. Show there's nothing like a useless dream.
Going changing and unchanging, is that our future?
There's nothing I can do but catch it with my hands.

How far can we walk to this destination?
How far have we walked until now?
Even if we look back, there's nothing but this endless wasteland
at the end of this journey.

Even if people are in pain and suffering,
If I wipe that away, meeting you wasn't something bad either.
So, just a little more is okay.
Will you not let go of my hand, and be with me?

Such a nice,cold and rainy weather we have today... i'm lovin it so badly and hopefully i'll not get a headache soon. As obvious, i overslept again [i guess Moon will said sumthin like this-Mun- "andangnya cRain tue...time2 org bawa bjln...ada2 saja tah happeningnya tue...krg lambat dtg...buang kes tia tue"...hehehee...nda jua Moon??]but thank god my cuzzy was still there and woke me up and yeah...i managed to get myself done but not ready by the time Simpson texted me up..

*Simpson-"ready udh kamu??"
*Rain- "yup2....siap udh nee" [siap nini mu haji~ baru siap mandi kali aaaa~ hahaha...p nda jua batah m'yalin baju kali ehhh...so i just said siap udhlah~hohoho]

Within less than 5mins Simpson dtg.....aiyooo~ a2 laju~ i thought ia m'aga Dk dulu..well,get all my stuff and ate all my soup and there comes a new day for meeeee~[not meee maggie aaa~ it's me a.k.a saya...pahamknn?wahahaha]

i'm lovin the day...Rain~ and yeah....Rain is me~hehehe....so cold that it made us wanna go to the toilet saja but still,im lovin and enjoyed the day so calmly and peacefully....and why is that???that's 'coz i didn't [and thank god] accidentally/coincidentally met someone i dislike[a.k.a some who used to bullied me a lotzzzz!!!!! waaahhh....a2 mental???!!!kerekzz~]and thanks to Moon again for telling us such a funny and hillarious story~[wahaha...i've longed waited for such story like that!!!seriously Moon like i told u tadi...if only u recorded the conversation masa tueee~wahhh!!!gempak bumi!!!hahaha] thank u for making my day so wonderful [for those yg nda paham tueee....bagusss~buat2 saja nda paham....dun ask if u feel like u'll not get any benefit from it~hoho...]

oooooo~how and why did i get my butt to Simpson's car???come2....aiyoooo....easy mahhh~angkat punggung, kluar umah, buka pintu keta simpson and there goes my butt in her car~hohoho!!! da reason was 'coz today ubd was having a forum [i think so??!!!] such things like introducing their courses and such stuff to freshman like us who are so anxious and curious abt studying in ubd..Well,congrats to ubdians~ and yeah...im loving the forum 'coz it does help us to choose which courses we want to take and it does help us to decide what course will be our 1st and 2nd choice...buktinya~DK whom at 1st was planning to take B.A Education now changed her mind to Public Policy. Yeahhhh2...omedeto!!!and domo arigato-gozaimass~for helping and guiding us~domo2...

ooohhh2...Moon~seriously...i'm really2 sorry for forgeting ur existance at aaaaa....for "quite a short period of time"[nda jua batah ku lupa ko tue eehhhh....skjpppp sajakn??~hehehe]well, who's to blame???too-san saja org a2 escapeee~hehhehee....but still dpt jua ku jumpa ko kn akhirnya~and yeah....that's what make my day interesting again...to be able to meet my dear frens~

ooohhh2....i met G-1 at the library and yeah...still da G-1 i knew,the same ol buddy during our primary school time...hehehe...the only different is dat~he's getting even more...more....hmmmm...apa aaa~[kajap aaaa~m'liat dictionary ku dulu~] aha~got da word....'sophisticated'..yup2...dat's the best word to describe him~and yeah...seeing him holding da big ol book makes me feel like he do have the criteria of being a teacher...[luruskh ayat ku tuee???]hohohho...[not to forget...to those yg baca neee...jgn gto G-1 aaaa~kambang-kampis idungnya krg~mun m'latup ilang hensemnya krg~hehee]

Went to ubd wf Dk and Simpson and yeah...thanks to Simpson for helping us so much though i know she's busy and ada class g tue tadi...1st we went to da library kn m'cari history and geograhy references..Well,since we r not tied wf dat school anymore so we've lost da privilage of enjoying to have and to be able to read books freely[yeah..andangnya tuee...udh ilang baru tah kn sadar b'tapa b'untungnya kami tue dulu...when will i even learn my lesson ehhh??]and thank god~there's lots of book and references available there...save jua duit kuuu~

hmmm....who else did i met???ooohhh2...kaka Ana and my cuz,Hardy...kaka Ana was da one yg tagur dulu....didn't get to realised her existance there...t'lampau byk org...baik jua ia m'nagur...mun nda...ada kna ucap ambungg~Hardy...well,bet he didn't even know that it was me...pkai tudung...hehehe...[apa nya Moon td??? Moon-'perempuan melayu t'akhir~" ahahha...]

everything was done and i get what i want and so baliklhhh...so crowded there~and we did went for lunch somewhere around kiulap. I was so damn hungry so Simpson just langgar any restaurant nearby...not gonna mention da restaurant name for i dun wanna offend da ownerlah...the atmosphere there is so nice,calm and serene...well, maybe 'coz it's working hours so nda crowdedlh...ada buffet but i prefer yg biasa sajalh..n so i orderedlh...the waitress is very nice and friendly...a credit for them but not for the food..i was so dissapoint and i felt like i wanna complaint but eventually i just keep it to myself...[takut krg d'ucapnya kami tu meng'ada2~so i just leave it be lah...who knows that one day ada g org complaint...i meant yg lebih layaklh m'bagi complaint tuee..im too young nway~ppl won't look my way~hohoho]

nuthin much happening today...but at least i get what i want....those books and references for my revision for my upcoming exams and i get to meet Simpson and Moon....yup2...i guess that's da 1st time since last year i get to meet Simpson...i think so~ohhh2...to Simpson-good luck for ur upcoming exams~Ganbatte yoo~ (^O^)% cMoon jln m'ampu ampau kali nee masa neee~[hahaha....luruskh tu Moon???hehehhe]

Hisashiburi~ it's been ages...yeah~ i didn't even realised that New Year has already begun and so is myself. Im no longer a teen but not yet a grown-up adult. Nuthin much to say for the time being and i just want to update u guys about what had happen to my surroundings and me. Just a short summary of it and soon i will tell it all to u guys for i haven't prepared anything to write it in my blogs. Furthermore, my bro just formatted my lappy [for god's sake...i bet he downloaded too much hentai that the lappy couldn't bare and stand it anymore!!! Too much viruslahhh~] and soo...there goes my manga's collection and my videos~ and guess what?! those manga are those that i've always use for writing my blogs!!!![is this some kind of a punishment for me for using the manga illegally??! I just can't believe it!!!]

Sighhhh....it's such a great loss in my life when i found out that my manga is no longer exist in the lappy...so sad~ so pathetic~ and seriously..it does affect my blogging activities. Unfortunately, nuthin much can be done..[Darnnnn~ what am i talkin abt??? it's not like someone is dead here!!!hahaha....im so obsesss with my manga!!!!hey~ it's my precious treasure u noe~hahaha]

Anyway, i didn't expect nor predicted so much thing and things that will happen in this year for i'm already too tired to see, watch, experience such troublesome life during these past few years. [for those who knew it, i'll be gladly enough if u keep ur lips sealed...hehehe~ it's like a drama ryte?? i mean my life??? no one will believe it though if u xpose it to the public~hahaha...n don't u dare!!!n for some of my friend who felt they're being outcast just b'coz im not telling what's going on with me, im really2 sorry abt that...im not proud i others said my life...i mean things that i've been through was very adventurous n seriously i too ,when confide it to my fren; couldn't believe it myself...seriously~ i think i have such potential talent and skill to be a director~ hahaha...forget it...]

My birthday didn't turn out so well....i dun care if there's no such celebration or such surprises going on. What i care was my health!!! i was sick to death 3 days before my b'day...i couldn't eat nor that i want to eat...couldn't do anything, even to get my butt off the bed is hard enough for me(at that time saja ehhh~ not anymore now!!!dun get me wrong k~)on top, i've totally forgotten that my b'day is coming it's way to me....i felt that i was going to die when i suddenly realised that my b'day is coming...it's only a matter of time and luck that if i woke up again the next day after my b'day!!! Seriously...the thing that crossed my mind, at that time, was "i'm dead!!!i'm really2 dying here...if u feel like i should die then do it now!!!i cannot stand it anymore...yeah~ the day u r born is the day u r dead!!!"...hahahah~im in a state of unconsciousness at that time...so unconscious that i ignore and reject all the phone-calls that coming in my way!!![apakn??!!n yeah....im really2 sorry abt that~ sorry guys...i didn't meant it...i was just to sick....]i didn't want to go to the hospital for i know i will swear to the whole world for making me suffered at my b'day!!!hahaha....i was so crazy!!!i think im getting mad!!! I too do wish to ask such forgiveness from Moon, Dk and izy whom,at that time, was inviting me to join them chill-ing at bdr n maybe kn m'liat wayang[though eventually the plan is cancelled, still i feel so guilty abt it~] even till now im still not ok...my body temperatute is still boiling~hot enough to make me keeps on nose-bleeding [to Moon-'dun get me wrong~ it's not b'coz of hentai stuff my nose is bleeding k~ it's b'coz my body temp. is still not stable k~ i'm gonna kick u if u r having such a cloud9 thinking ryte now!!!']

Aishhh~did i just said i was just going to write a short summary....~ ahaha...guess it didn't turn out like i want it to be...n guess i was being carried away~hm....shall i write more orrrr should i just stop~ i think i'll just stop dululh...n before that, i would like to say thanks a lot to Moon and simpson for helping me and Dk wf our borang[i noe we're frens and that's what frens are use for....still i wanna thank u guys]

some more dedication here...hahaha~ To BlueCat, Moon and Simpson~thanks a lot...u guys mean the world to me...without u guys i [maybe till now] can never differentiate who r my frens and who r my bullies!!!hahhaha...it's been nice to get to know u ppl and it's been an honour for me to say that u guys are my frens...i can never find such fren like u guys again [for there's no such machine that has been invented yet to duplicate u guys...hahahah~] and it too does tell and show me that u ppl are very quality and limited edition!!!hahahaha~

take care everybody~ (O^)v

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waha~ selalu aku aaa~ last2 minute mesti jumpa sumthin interesting....just now, 5 mins to 12mid-might i went sufrin[and is still now~] searching layouts cMyV and yup...i did found some~unfortunately, i just don't know how to change my background!!!!hmmmm.....balik2 udh ku antar complaint arah org a2....nda jua ada usul2nya kn m'ambil tindakan~ katanya...tunggu aaaa~ b'kulatttt eehhhh...b'kulat2~....b'kulatttt2.....[trasa ia????trasa lahhh~trasalah~ akun2 tah sapa diri a2~akun2....~wahahaha]

[DK!!!!!jeles lerrrr~ i got his pict~ada yg large-size lagiiii~wahahaha!!!i'm lovin this pict esp. the words~"frens only"]



anyway.....that's not the main point here....my point is down below the passage[byk gaya jua aku nee ahhh...b'bunga2 hantap~]i found some Myv latest photos n yeah i did grabbed some of it...and lucky me when i accidentally masuk blog org...i found Myv latest single v-clip....liatlah~apa g~ n yeah....i did heard it half-way before dari cDk[tadi tue..masa menunggu Simpson abis classnya]..at that time i don't feel like 'i'm getting it'....seriously and immediately i asked Dk to stop it!!!i just don't want to spoil it and so i told Dk maybe its better for me to hear it at some other time for i really need such concentration when hearing his songs as most of u guys[Myv's fans]do know and realise that his songs' genre is changing now. i'm lovin him so badly that i never wish to said sumthin bad about him and thus i decided not to hear it now. Kalinya udh t'jumpa v-clips nya i changed my mind...it's like a fate u know and i think the time has come for me to face him[it was just 5hours away when i said i don't want to hear his new songs for the time being...wahaha...i guess its fate that destined me to hear his songs ari ane jua~ it must be on this day jua no matter what...so im hearing itlah just now with extra points such as v-clips,lyrics and translation lagiii~wahahah]

okaiii....how to say aaa???when seeing the v-clips....i feel dull...on top i dun get what he's trying to tell me....just so dull,no hope and no light at all[that's coz i can only see black and white!!! i can hardly recall there's any other colour in that v-clips]...but im still watching it till the very end of the song.The song sounds dull and very slow on the initialy but in the middle...it's started to flow way up above as if there's something that makes him want to stand up and go outside and scream!!!there's a lil gurl in that v-clips...and i still didn't get the idea~ and so when it's over, i read the translation...and yeah...i did catch a few glimpse of what Myv is trying to tell but not all and when reading the translation i finally understand the meaning in between and beneath his dull and serious expressing also not to forget of why he scream so badly on the very end of the v-clips....yup2 i get u babe~

Abt the song~ it's only been 2 times im hearing it and i guess im starting and is about to indulge the song but not all...only some part of it...and hopefully and eventually i can say out loud that i love that song~ that's 'coz the meaning in the songs do have something...something that reminds me a lot of something[apakan???] so vague...but it does has a deep meaning in it~ i just can't explain it~maybe next time...hahaha

nway...i didn't attach the song here...but if u guys wanna hear it...cari ja rh youtube kh...rh 4sharedkh....ada tajuknya dbwh tue...also its lyrics...if u feel like u wanna sing wf Myv...hehehe...~

Lyric- Hi No Hikari Sae Todokanai kono basho de

hi no hikari sae todokanai kono basho de sora miageta
hayaokuri kumo no nagare wo me wo tsuburazu ni otte mita
kowakatta n da me wo tojireba subete ga uso ni nari sou ne

chigireta kumo to kumo no sukima wo tsunagu you ni kaze ga sakenderu
fui ni fukitobasare sou ni naru kedo
sukoshi kurai BURE wa kamawanai

tada mae dake wo mitsumete
massugu ni tada yuragu koto naku tsukisusumu no sa
sou sureba itsuka wa ano kumo ni mo oitsukeru darou

owaranai kono nagai michinori no tsudzuku saki ni
tatoe moshi zetsubou shika nakatta toshite mo
sono mukou ni yume ya kibou ga
kireigoto demo ii kara aru to shinjitetai ne
michishirube wa nai kedo mou jibun de tsukureru kara
me tsumutta mama demo mimi o sumashite aruite ikeru sa

soshite kudaranai tsumaranai kachikan ya henken nante kaete yaru yo

imi no nai kachi no nai mudana yume nante nai tte koto misete miseru
sou kawarazu ni kaete iku no sa oretachi no mirai darou?
kono te de tsukandeku shika nai no sa

dore kurai kono saki arukeba ii n darou
dono kurai ima made aruite kita n darou
furikaette mo hirogaru kouya to hateshinaku tsudzuku michi ga aru dake
kodoku na michi no ue de ima omou
tatoe jinsei ga itami ya kurushimi de dekiteta toshite mo
sore wo nuguu tame kimi to deatta no nara sore mo waruku nai sa
dakara mou sukoshi dake de ii kara
kono te wo hanasanaide ite kurenai ka

hi no hikari sae todokanai kono basho de sora miageta

Translation

Not even sunlight reaches this place. Look up at the sky.
Without closing my eyes, I tried chasing the fast moving stream of clouds.
It was scary. When I close my eyes, everything seems to become a lie.
The broken clouds and the gaps between them. The wind screams so they can be connected.
I don't mind a bit of a blur, I'm simply looking in front of me.

Not wavering, just pushing straight on.
If I do that, one day I can catch the clouds.

At the beginning of this unending journey,
even if there's nothing but despair,
On the other side, even if our dreams and wishes are simple,
I want to believe it exists

There's no signpost, but I can already make it myself.
Even with my eyes closed, I can listen and go on.

So, change seriously useless, boring things like values and prejudice.
There's no meaning, no values. Show there's nothing like a useless dream.
Going changing and unchanging, is that our future?
There's nothing I can do but catch it with my hands.

How far can we walk to this destination?
How far have we walked until now?
Even if we look back, there's nothing but this endless wasteland
at the end of this journey.

Even if people are in pain and suffering,
If I wipe that away, meeting you wasn't something bad either.
So, just a little more is okay.
Will you not let go of my hand, and be with me?

Such a nice,cold and rainy weather we have today... i'm lovin it so badly and hopefully i'll not get a headache soon. As obvious, i overslept again [i guess Moon will said sumthin like this-Mun- "andangnya cRain tue...time2 org bawa bjln...ada2 saja tah happeningnya tue...krg lambat dtg...buang kes tia tue"...hehehee...nda jua Moon??]but thank god my cuzzy was still there and woke me up and yeah...i managed to get myself done but not ready by the time Simpson texted me up..

*Simpson-"ready udh kamu??"
*Rain- "yup2....siap udh nee" [siap nini mu haji~ baru siap mandi kali aaaa~ hahaha...p nda jua batah m'yalin baju kali ehhh...so i just said siap udhlah~hohoho]

Within less than 5mins Simpson dtg.....aiyooo~ a2 laju~ i thought ia m'aga Dk dulu..well,get all my stuff and ate all my soup and there comes a new day for meeeee~[not meee maggie aaa~ it's me a.k.a saya...pahamknn?wahahaha]

i'm lovin the day...Rain~ and yeah....Rain is me~hehehe....so cold that it made us wanna go to the toilet saja but still,im lovin and enjoyed the day so calmly and peacefully....and why is that???that's 'coz i didn't [and thank god] accidentally/coincidentally met someone i dislike[a.k.a some who used to bullied me a lotzzzz!!!!! waaahhh....a2 mental???!!!kerekzz~]and thanks to Moon again for telling us such a funny and hillarious story~[wahaha...i've longed waited for such story like that!!!seriously Moon like i told u tadi...if only u recorded the conversation masa tueee~wahhh!!!gempak bumi!!!hahaha] thank u for making my day so wonderful [for those yg nda paham tueee....bagusss~buat2 saja nda paham....dun ask if u feel like u'll not get any benefit from it~hoho...]

oooooo~how and why did i get my butt to Simpson's car???come2....aiyoooo....easy mahhh~angkat punggung, kluar umah, buka pintu keta simpson and there goes my butt in her car~hohoho!!! da reason was 'coz today ubd was having a forum [i think so??!!!] such things like introducing their courses and such stuff to freshman like us who are so anxious and curious abt studying in ubd..Well,congrats to ubdians~ and yeah...im loving the forum 'coz it does help us to choose which courses we want to take and it does help us to decide what course will be our 1st and 2nd choice...buktinya~DK whom at 1st was planning to take B.A Education now changed her mind to Public Policy. Yeahhhh2...omedeto!!!and domo arigato-gozaimass~for helping and guiding us~domo2...

ooohhh2...Moon~seriously...i'm really2 sorry for forgeting ur existance at aaaaa....for "quite a short period of time"[nda jua batah ku lupa ko tue eehhhh....skjpppp sajakn??~hehehe]well, who's to blame???too-san saja org a2 escapeee~hehhehee....but still dpt jua ku jumpa ko kn akhirnya~and yeah....that's what make my day interesting again...to be able to meet my dear frens~

ooohhh2....i met G-1 at the library and yeah...still da G-1 i knew,the same ol buddy during our primary school time...hehehe...the only different is dat~he's getting even more...more....hmmmm...apa aaa~[kajap aaaa~m'liat dictionary ku dulu~] aha~got da word....'sophisticated'..yup2...dat's the best word to describe him~and yeah...seeing him holding da big ol book makes me feel like he do have the criteria of being a teacher...[luruskh ayat ku tuee???]hohohho...[not to forget...to those yg baca neee...jgn gto G-1 aaaa~kambang-kampis idungnya krg~mun m'latup ilang hensemnya krg~hehee]

Went to ubd wf Dk and Simpson and yeah...thanks to Simpson for helping us so much though i know she's busy and ada class g tue tadi...1st we went to da library kn m'cari history and geograhy references..Well,since we r not tied wf dat school anymore so we've lost da privilage of enjoying to have and to be able to read books freely[yeah..andangnya tuee...udh ilang baru tah kn sadar b'tapa b'untungnya kami tue dulu...when will i even learn my lesson ehhh??]and thank god~there's lots of book and references available there...save jua duit kuuu~

hmmm....who else did i met???ooohhh2...kaka Ana and my cuz,Hardy...kaka Ana was da one yg tagur dulu....didn't get to realised her existance there...t'lampau byk org...baik jua ia m'nagur...mun nda...ada kna ucap ambungg~Hardy...well,bet he didn't even know that it was me...pkai tudung...hehehe...[apa nya Moon td??? Moon-'perempuan melayu t'akhir~" ahahha...]

everything was done and i get what i want and so baliklhhh...so crowded there~and we did went for lunch somewhere around kiulap. I was so damn hungry so Simpson just langgar any restaurant nearby...not gonna mention da restaurant name for i dun wanna offend da ownerlah...the atmosphere there is so nice,calm and serene...well, maybe 'coz it's working hours so nda crowdedlh...ada buffet but i prefer yg biasa sajalh..n so i orderedlh...the waitress is very nice and friendly...a credit for them but not for the food..i was so dissapoint and i felt like i wanna complaint but eventually i just keep it to myself...[takut krg d'ucapnya kami tu meng'ada2~so i just leave it be lah...who knows that one day ada g org complaint...i meant yg lebih layaklh m'bagi complaint tuee..im too young nway~ppl won't look my way~hohoho]

nuthin much happening today...but at least i get what i want....those books and references for my revision for my upcoming exams and i get to meet Simpson and Moon....yup2...i guess that's da 1st time since last year i get to meet Simpson...i think so~ohhh2...to Simpson-good luck for ur upcoming exams~Ganbatte yoo~ (^O^)% cMoon jln m'ampu ampau kali nee masa neee~[hahaha....luruskh tu Moon???hehehhe]

Hisashiburi~ it's been ages...yeah~ i didn't even realised that New Year has already begun and so is myself. Im no longer a teen but not yet a grown-up adult. Nuthin much to say for the time being and i just want to update u guys about what had happen to my surroundings and me. Just a short summary of it and soon i will tell it all to u guys for i haven't prepared anything to write it in my blogs. Furthermore, my bro just formatted my lappy [for god's sake...i bet he downloaded too much hentai that the lappy couldn't bare and stand it anymore!!! Too much viruslahhh~] and soo...there goes my manga's collection and my videos~ and guess what?! those manga are those that i've always use for writing my blogs!!!![is this some kind of a punishment for me for using the manga illegally??! I just can't believe it!!!]

Sighhhh....it's such a great loss in my life when i found out that my manga is no longer exist in the lappy...so sad~ so pathetic~ and seriously..it does affect my blogging activities. Unfortunately, nuthin much can be done..[Darnnnn~ what am i talkin abt??? it's not like someone is dead here!!!hahaha....im so obsesss with my manga!!!!hey~ it's my precious treasure u noe~hahaha]

Anyway, i didn't expect nor predicted so much thing and things that will happen in this year for i'm already too tired to see, watch, experience such troublesome life during these past few years. [for those who knew it, i'll be gladly enough if u keep ur lips sealed...hehehe~ it's like a drama ryte?? i mean my life??? no one will believe it though if u xpose it to the public~hahaha...n don't u dare!!!n for some of my friend who felt they're being outcast just b'coz im not telling what's going on with me, im really2 sorry abt that...im not proud i others said my life...i mean things that i've been through was very adventurous n seriously i too ,when confide it to my fren; couldn't believe it myself...seriously~ i think i have such potential talent and skill to be a director~ hahaha...forget it...]

My birthday didn't turn out so well....i dun care if there's no such celebration or such surprises going on. What i care was my health!!! i was sick to death 3 days before my b'day...i couldn't eat nor that i want to eat...couldn't do anything, even to get my butt off the bed is hard enough for me(at that time saja ehhh~ not anymore now!!!dun get me wrong k~)on top, i've totally forgotten that my b'day is coming it's way to me....i felt that i was going to die when i suddenly realised that my b'day is coming...it's only a matter of time and luck that if i woke up again the next day after my b'day!!! Seriously...the thing that crossed my mind, at that time, was "i'm dead!!!i'm really2 dying here...if u feel like i should die then do it now!!!i cannot stand it anymore...yeah~ the day u r born is the day u r dead!!!"...hahahah~im in a state of unconsciousness at that time...so unconscious that i ignore and reject all the phone-calls that coming in my way!!![apakn??!!n yeah....im really2 sorry abt that~ sorry guys...i didn't meant it...i was just to sick....]i didn't want to go to the hospital for i know i will swear to the whole world for making me suffered at my b'day!!!hahaha....i was so crazy!!!i think im getting mad!!! I too do wish to ask such forgiveness from Moon, Dk and izy whom,at that time, was inviting me to join them chill-ing at bdr n maybe kn m'liat wayang[though eventually the plan is cancelled, still i feel so guilty abt it~] even till now im still not ok...my body temperatute is still boiling~hot enough to make me keeps on nose-bleeding [to Moon-'dun get me wrong~ it's not b'coz of hentai stuff my nose is bleeding k~ it's b'coz my body temp. is still not stable k~ i'm gonna kick u if u r having such a cloud9 thinking ryte now!!!']

Aishhh~did i just said i was just going to write a short summary....~ ahaha...guess it didn't turn out like i want it to be...n guess i was being carried away~hm....shall i write more orrrr should i just stop~ i think i'll just stop dululh...n before that, i would like to say thanks a lot to Moon and simpson for helping me and Dk wf our borang[i noe we're frens and that's what frens are use for....still i wanna thank u guys]

some more dedication here...hahaha~ To BlueCat, Moon and Simpson~thanks a lot...u guys mean the world to me...without u guys i [maybe till now] can never differentiate who r my frens and who r my bullies!!!hahhaha...it's been nice to get to know u ppl and it's been an honour for me to say that u guys are my frens...i can never find such fren like u guys again [for there's no such machine that has been invented yet to duplicate u guys...hahahah~] and it too does tell and show me that u ppl are very quality and limited edition!!!hahahaha~

take care everybody~ (O^)v

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